SWORDS

The idea of rescuing life, always triggers the question of worth. The Germans, except Ferdinand von Schirach , agree that human dignity is inviolable. But, why? I still shiver everytime I see the helicopter of the hospital where I work in landing upon the rooftop. It makes a very big noise and it wasted a lot of environment-unfriendly gas just to rescue one person. One single human body. Or when an ambulance drive through the town with an unimaginable speed. The emergency doctors and nurses would then be gathered at once. When the patient enters the room, things would begin to move fast, hectic but also structured and people would talk only when needed. Every second counts in that room. My job was, at first, to stay at the corner at the room, keeping my mouth shut and just do nothing. The first step is always observing. It was in the time of observing can you really see what's going on and what's worth to focus on. My first day in the emergency room forced me to think of th

It is getting easier each day to think that the world is messed up. *** Where I live, a bird flock would murmur loudly every sunset and every dawn. Along to the murmur they would fly in circle. It doesn't actually look like a circle, it looks more like some chaotic and random flying maneuvers, but if you look a little bit closer it really looks like dancing. I just need to step out of my house door, then I’d see and hear it, the Vögelwaltz. Being late or too early is never in their agenda. They like their patterns and they like to live with it. Pattern is nature and nature is where our souls secretly want to go back to. But the current world doesn't seem to fancy the idea of nature and routine. It moves and changes flexibly, fastly, in the way that is often unimaginable. But somehow, these changes, they burn the passion inside of us. They keep us develop, it’s fun because what’s deviant is just always interesting and curiosity is also humane. But, there’s also pattern