SWORDS

I am offcially a mad man and i am ready to explode in 3-2-1 but i think i don’t have enough fuel because i should’ve exploded months before but i didn’t. I don’t know if i should be thankful or not, because sometimes i just want to explode, literally. Then my pieces would fly away to places i have never been, and experience things i have never experienced, and feel the feelings i have never felt before. And maybe, that way, i could be whole. But shit we live in a world of logic where, of course, i can’t. Well, maybe i actually can but i just don’t know how to? Some days i just wish i’d become the The Ground. Because The Ground stays humble down there no matter how many lives lean on it. The Ground comes up only once in a while in a form of pertrichor after the rain, and it calms down people’s hearts. The question “Why Am I A Human?” haunts me as often as i lay myself on the bed and that means almost 15/24 hours. Why not, Grass, Air, Fire, Moon, Planet, Sun, Wood, Asteroid, Black H