SWORDS

I’ve officially lost count on how many times have I tried to find a decent sentence to start this post. One of reasons to it is maybe because my teachers have talked too much about writing techniques, that there has to be an understandable flowing transition from sentence to sentence, paragraph to paragraph, which makes me think a lot more before I write anything. As one hell of an easily distracted person, that sure is quite a big deal for me. I guess I have just finally come to realize that I just have to write things down, no matter how shitty this post is gonna be then. It sure is much better than having so many words, emotions, and thoughts bouncing inside my head all at once for one more day. With all my heart, I really hate to admit to myself that I am currently facing a self-crisis, in which I have to be trapped inside deadly routines and postpone a little while again to do what Maslow believed, and what i agree, as human’s main need to be internally alive ; sel